tomorrow's my birthday..

guess, i should be happy.. but i feels like so so so sad.. really sad..
have many thoughts on my mind.. hays.. :( want to cry and cry...

i felt so so down.. can't even smile..
want to be alone.. be with people whom i don't know..
i don't want to be near with people who know me..
i want peace!

PEACE!

but it seems like hard to find...